Payback 


What is it about the sounds children make that can give such a visceral response?

The sound of laughter, pealing clear and high 

like a bell 

can fill me with such joy.

But the sound of their screams will curdle your blood, 

Depending on the pitch.

I listened to five children under the age of six play loudly 

close to my ear,

Wincing every few minutes 

to the thumps and howls.

I let them have their “culture of childhood”,

While my tympanic membranes bled in protest.

I’m so happy they can spend time with their cousins,

While my brother and I shake our heads,

With silent apologies to our parents