I spent the first hour of my morning scrolling, finding it hard to motivate myself to do anything else.

I’m not sure why.

There’s plenty for me to do. Maybe my brain just needs a break. But it feels like I’m smack dab in the middle of a huge life event.

Like something big is looming. It feels like I’m eight and the week before Christmas is finally here.

Anticipation is KILLING me.

But nothing is happening—yet.

Is it work? Home? Writing? An exciting trip I haven’t yet planned? What fabulous event is waiting for me, just over the horizon?

(And whatever it is is fabulous, I just know it)

For now at least, until I figure it out, I’ll pick myself out of the indecision and focus on the neverednding to-do list.

Just like a kid eating veggies to get to my dessert.

I think I can, I think I can.